Tuesday, April 20, 2010

One year

My precious baby boy,

It is hard to believe that it has been one year since you left us to go to heaven. We miss you so. Whenever your brothers are playing nicely together, it is a bittersweet moment for me. I can't help but wish you were there with them. But I know you are watching over them from heaven.

We had company over on Sunday. We didn't focus on it being your angel day as Alex called it...but we all knew what day it was. After everyone left I went to the store and bought some helium balloons. We all wrote notes to you and tied them to the balloons. We walked down to the park and let the balloons go. Daddy took pictures..in one of them it looks like there is a white angel in it...none of our balloons were white. When we were walking home Alex grabbed my hand and said "momma that was nice, I bet Ben will like to read our notes".

Mommy loves you.